Sunday, June 10, 2007
emo
my turn to emo
haven been feeling good these few days
been thinking alot
and just feel like crying all the time
and i did
couldn't control it
but i dun even know what is the reason
just felt like doing so
i wonder if i'm trying too hard to change myself
i dun want to stay "boyish" forever
but i just carn seem to fit or look nice in those clothes i like
which makes me feel very upset about myself
but thanks to kexin who talked to me about it, felt much better
and i was also thinking that i seem to stop growing up...
i feel like i'm not behaving like an 18
and my aunt said: 人家瘋男孩子,你還在瘋偶像.
LOL... that's true...
but to me, i feel that...
at least i won't get hurt and it makes me happy
enough emo-ing
s i n h u i @ 11:36 PM
